I'm lonely ...

I had a dream last night....but you were not in it...

I was alone...There was another man there though...and I had to be around him for saftey.I think someone was after me...but I remember feeling like I was not happy with this guy and I wanted to get away...

Then I woke up and wanted to have you hold me...
cause I was back in reality and you were there and I needed you but you had to go to work. I will see you later though...

and perhaps we will just lay and hold eachother for a while...apreciating one another...

I love you so much dearest.... I ache for your warm strong touch....

So much love..

P.S still wishing... but now in silence...

Getaway

We finally got away from the speed of the city and into the quiet of the country.So beautiful... We stayed at the Blomidon Inn at wolfville. It was amazing..
Later we went to visit my family where you met my step-dad, Chris..The Great Chef!!

And now you know you will never be as cool as him because he got to see Iggy Pop LIVE and you haven't yet...(Tee Hee)

We were supposed to go skiing but once we got into our room with the Queen size bed and Jacuzzi...we stayed inside for most of the day...

We bought some expense bubble bath and filled up the tub with that.It was deep enough for us to hide in.Then I poured A LOT of bubbles in and we got a mess all over the placee (Hee Hee).. I love you sooo much Rex.

We took my younger brother Ryan out for Pizza. He's a smart kid with a wicked head on his shoulders.. I remember beforeI turned 16.......
I really enjoyed the brakfast in the morning when it beagan to snow...just lightly..

so romantic...

you always are....

that's way I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

I will always be your Hot Little Thing!

P.S I am still wishing.......

"True love doesn't have a happy ending, true love has no ending.

Dreams

I dream of your touch while you are away,
I dream of your smile all through the day,

I remember the day,
You came into my life,

I dream of the day I will be your wife.

I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.

To be your wife,

To be together for life,

Is a dream I have,

Every night.

Coffee and Cigarettes....

I love going out for coffee. Especially with you my love. It's my favorite time. A time when we can sit and be silly.
Somtimes we make fun of the service or lack there of.....(Hee Hee)

I just love to have you opposite of me so I can lose myself in your eyes. There is always such a warmth in them. And we both become so euphoric...we fall silent...expressing our love to eachother in "the stare".

You still always open the door for me to the Jeep.....So romantic.
Your hand always rests on my thigh when we ride, unless you are shifting gears.... or we are singing to "I only want you...."

Tomorrow is Love Day...
I love you Rex!

HLT

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Tasting you.....

I grow impatient...
I desperatly want your hot desire for me to be satisfied....

Alas, we must wait...But untill then, everytime your hand caresses the inside of my hot little thighs, when we ride in the jeep...

I will close my eyes and imagine it is really your tongue..I quiver at the thought..
Mmmm.....
I will drop to my knees and worship your manhood...

With the edges of my lips dancing on the tip of your hot hard .....

A warmth grow between my legs when I think of how I want you to dominate me..
Violate Me..
hurt me...
Take me...
Satisfy your self in me....
How I grow so unfathomably desperate for these things......

I love you ....
I lust after you...
Love your Hot little Thing

Goodnight....

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Sweet Dreams

Last night I had a strange dream(funny, my dreams are always strange....) Part of it included Rex. We were in a feild. We had walked there from his jeep parked aways. It was like a movie-The The camera was spinnng around us. Rex proposed to me, but I remember feeling really scaredbut I also remembered feeling that I hated the ring. But I said I liked it anyway. And feeling really unsure but not wanting to hurt his feelings I said "yes" anyway. The later I went home to find my roommate Dina in our Kitchin which was now two kitchens. But there was dirt all over the floor. She had potted a bunch a new plants but left such a mess. Then her mom came to visit and said the apartment was a mess.
I also remember running into an old "party" buddy and confessed my inability to conrtrol my self anymore.....She and I discussed her "weaknesses" as well.
Sometimes I reasearch the meaning of my dreams or try to figure them out myself.. I often wonder...

Happy Love Day!

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I missed the sunset...

As I sit here trying to think of what to write, I realize this is not my thing but to humuor you all I'm going to do this anyway, but I gaurentee it won't be entertaining. So this week end is Valentines..... I guess this is a flourist's favorite time of year (yak).
So all you guys better get yer girls flowers and shit. That's just manditory all the other stuff you give here is to solidify the current status of the relationship.(Jewels, ballons, chocolates,hotel...ect..whatever.)
I heard once that there is like a chart or some sort of rule Depending on how long you have been together you get her something unique to that time frame...interesting.
Now listen boys...FLOWERS ARE MANDITORY!!!!!
I cannot stress this enough. Even in the summer Everyday you go to her house. You should be bringing flowers every day!! What do you mean "Evereyday" Well Man Look Flowers are growing on the frickin' side of the road-You can pick them for free!NO EXCUSE S!! then you can get creative and ( bonus**this is cheap** but it works for you low budget guys) Hemp string or some old shoelace to tie them together. It's cute! just make sure the shoelace dosen't smell like your feet-
Anyhoo. Good luck guys don't let yer chick down! She's counting on you!!
PS> Major Tip- If she says "You don't have to do that" or get that or so on.-You better do it anyway. As long as she's not asking for your credit card. You guys deserve that much!!