I'm not sure wht I am trying to say....

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Bing bong...

What a beautiful day it is today. I can'i wait to spend it with you baby.
Sometimes I think about God... And how things were whan he was around.... I think I definitly felt more at peace with everything I did. Like no matter what happens, He'll be there for me when I need him....

I suppose I hadn't realized how naive a person I was...

Cause one day I woke up and he wasn't there. I waited for a while and every so often I called his name... I even gave myself the benifit of the doubt that he might be off answering someone elses prayers...........

Too bad....cause I REALLY needed someone.....

And then it dawned on me...You cannot rely on anyone but yourself.......

It's difficult at times to hold yourself (when you are crying and alone)and tell yourself that "everything will be okay"

A year or so later I saw another light...." you can't even rely on yourself sometimes....."

either that or the Devil had finally employed his master plan on me....

I did not see any of it coming.....
And here I sit still afterall of my sky came down and I wait in the dark... afraid to make another move-that I might fail or fall again....I am all out of bandades...

Don't you feel the same way?

SLAVE

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I love Chinese brush painting!!!!!( that's not a chinese brush! ...)

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See I have the biggest cock in all of Halifax!!! (Hee Hee)

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Who is a Zeke?

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Sleepy

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Manic

I am still only young and.... confused and frustrated. Sometimes I wish I knew myself as well as you know yourself. Older, wiser,...

I am just a crazy little Zeke!

what are you going to do?

I want to be pink while I shine green and flash blue.

I am spinning around in circles trying to paint my favorite chinese symbols while holding my Ku and singing "My Bing-a-ling my bing-a-ling, I want you to play with my bing-a-ling"

One leg in a sexy dress and one in a pair of raver pants, a beer in one hand and a skittle in the other.
Glow sticks in my pockets and, while I rush to work at 11:30 at night It hits me that I have been on medication for over a year....WhO ...iS a ...zEkE..:":",l....

I sing along with Bjork in the back room of concessions with my mop and bottle of windex which I am certin is what is giving me that unsightly rash on my right arm...

I remember when I was beautiful and things were simple. Perhaps it is just the winter blues....... I hope a new me will bloom with the spring flowers......

I wish I were a cat.....

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I catch you with the sunrise....

I love now when I sneek into your room at Stad during the early bits of the morning, right after I get off work.
It's such hard work too. My hands are so red and sore everyday. So many chemicals to handle...I sometimes don't feel very pretty. but you make me feel beautiful. I love you so much and wish things were easier like in the beginning...but we are working hard.....I am kinda sleepy right now....it's early and I have been up since yesterday....

I sometimes wish I was a cat.

Wishful thinking?....

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I am a vampire.

I feel you holding me and it feels to soft. You are the stone wall I sit on top of...from you I can see so many great things ahead...
I think to myself about all those moments where the dark side of the force had consumed you - but lost it's hold every time I pulled down on its source of power...

I work every night at 11:30 till after 7 am. So I have to consort with other vampires of my kind. Perhaps I'll join a guild. I get to see movies for free though and you can come with me my love.

I hope Our weekends will make up for all our lost time during the weekdays-or nights I should say.

"Kiss me once, kiss me twice.......com'on pretty baby, kiss me deadly!"