C

through the static of the phone,

your voice sung out to me,

has it only been that long,

you must have changed the subject at least three times...

I guess I still can't believe how hung up I was over you....

And part of me still wants revenge....

...

I don't want to stay,

please death,
take me away.

whisper my name

softley speak of your love for me,

hold me,

help me slip away....

trying to see....
thru your eyes,

trying to see through the lies

What is real
how you feel,

Don't let go.
I should have told you so,

That I loved you from the start,
I never had a doubt,

But it's too late,
for sorry now,

I want to tell you anyway,
but you can't hear me

your listening to her......

DEFTONES...for me, cause it's right on the money.Thanks C, I still hate you.

I watched you change,
into a fly,

I looked away,
you were on fire,

and I watched you change in you,
like you never had wings,

now, you feel so alive,
I 've watched you change,

I took you home,
set you on the glass,

I pulled of your wings
then I laughed.

And I've watched you changed,
like you never had wings,


I look at the cross,
then I look away,
I give you the gun,
Please
...blow me away...

Coming down hard.....

anxiety anxiety...
pulsing ,
pushing

harder and harder.
farther and farther,

'cause tonight....
I feel like.....

feeling like I did before...
nothing

laying here on the floor,
choking on my dreams..

tried, but knowing I could have tried harder...
feeling colder as it all sinks in.

the truth of you.

left again

I can see the lies
it's all in your eyes

but I hate to be alone,
but thats the only time I cry.

i know I deserve better than this,
so do you,

but you let me stay, for a while anyway.....

untill the fun runs dry,

and you don't answer the phone,

but your friends call me.....
they told me you were busy with her

and I still remember you,
and all your funny smiles

wondering if it was me all along,
wondering if you were always pretending,

now I know,
you ment it all.

every word.

to push me further down...

fake?

I just want to push you away from me,
what makes you so different?

Your words are the same as them all,
I've heard it before...

But your hands hold me softer...
or do I just think they do?

And your lips kiss me sweeter,
or am I just imagining it?

Damn.
I hate this.

I've imagined you leaving me already,
I guess I've already decided for you....

because I can't trust anymore......
and you have the world to thank for that....