pathetic.

but I don't care

I am only human.
I need to feel need.

so what.
so sue me.


fuckers...

Black bird

call my name
turn away

never say
never say

call my name
turn away

hating this today


black bird
black bird

beautiful evil
poision me today

black bird
black bird

leave me here to die
leave me here to stay

call my name
turn away

never say
never say

that you would stay

hating this today

wanting to runaway

black bird
black bird

black bird
black bird

The search inside

What am I supposed to be?
a song
a dance
an expression of what I cannot describe

when did I lose my way?
how did I get this far

can't go back now its too late
but I'm fine right here
there is only forward to go

what should I do
these words fall out of my mouth
laughing our all of my anxiety's

It will always be
the search inside

Lovers Sunset

I have to write this now.
For depth must be released...


Oh Baby I can feel you,
your a hundred miles away
but your voice draws me nearer..

closer and closer you pull

you tell me all these words I hear,
music to my ears,
I always dreamed I'd find someone like you.
But not this fast.

I'm never been so unsure
of something so clear
but I have faith in time
so for now stay near

Don't be scared baby
theres no time for fear
we must live for today
we must live here

Time is short,
this may not last,
but I'm here in this moment
I can't live in the past

The energy thats here
can lift us both so high
but are we ready

Baby...

ready to fly

Just thinking

again

softly musing
just remembering

this place.
a white forever just for me

my mind lays freely here

I can drift from thought to thought
without a thought


a stretching bliss cloaked in invisible words
between the black and bold

my extravagant world lies

opened my eyes
like it was the first time

shot across the room
your smile
your eyes


the lies

Oooh baby I know your not the one for me
but
Oooh baby I can feel you inside already..
I can taste you from here
I can smell you coming...


pressing hard
staring down

rich with passion
close your eyes...

I've been down to long,

Ooooh baby I think your gunna set me free tonight..
And Ooh Baby I've got you in my sights

come inside , leave your inhibitions at the door
meet me on the checkered black and white

Where we will dance all night


....