"Bones The Cat"

fabricated fancies

Filling me up slowly

taking me over

letting it take control,


I know what this is...

I don't need your fictitious interpretations

just let me go...



I'll crumble

I'll crawl

I'll hit my wall


but I will always be here

with myself.


at least I can count on that.

I love this city.

My birthday is coming up next week. We're having the house warming the same day.
I am hoping for a decent turn out.

I miss my friends..

I often miss the old gang too,

.....

but in all it's place


I'm filling that with family time

and creative time...



Getting back to me.


Just



and only





me

sudden death

help

help

I'm down here

here in the fire again

a flame I thought could set me free

has left me burned

and I can't see

what used to be right in front of me..



a sense of wonder


a sense of self


purpose

drive



I felt alive



now I cannot even breathe

I cannot see the surface from where I lay


I've lost my breath


I've lost my way

sandman

butterfly

kisses

on my face


softest blue eyes piecing deeply

you trickle into my hair

my legs turn to water

and float away

with me

I never dreamed

of anything at all

and i know

I've never

seen a dream

like you

before

what do you

think of this


pulling me deeper

with your hands

into this

feathery

delight

I never dreamed

of anything so true

nothing

ever

but now I cannot

stop dreaming

of you