I'm lonely ...

I had a dream last night....but you were not in it...

I was alone...There was another man there though...and I had to be around him for saftey.I think someone was after me...but I remember feeling like I was not happy with this guy and I wanted to get away...

Then I woke up and wanted to have you hold me...
cause I was back in reality and you were there and I needed you but you had to go to work. I will see you later though...

and perhaps we will just lay and hold eachother for a while...apreciating one another...

I love you so much dearest.... I ache for your warm strong touch....

So much love..

P.S still wishing... but now in silence...