Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Manic

I am still only young and.... confused and frustrated. Sometimes I wish I knew myself as well as you know yourself. Older, wiser,...

I am just a crazy little Zeke!

what are you going to do?

I want to be pink while I shine green and flash blue.

I am spinning around in circles trying to paint my favorite chinese symbols while holding my Ku and singing "My Bing-a-ling my bing-a-ling, I want you to play with my bing-a-ling"

One leg in a sexy dress and one in a pair of raver pants, a beer in one hand and a skittle in the other.
Glow sticks in my pockets and, while I rush to work at 11:30 at night It hits me that I have been on medication for over a year....WhO ...iS a ...zEkE..:":",l....

I sing along with Bjork in the back room of concessions with my mop and bottle of windex which I am certin is what is giving me that unsightly rash on my right arm...

I remember when I was beautiful and things were simple. Perhaps it is just the winter blues....... I hope a new me will bloom with the spring flowers......

2 comments:

Rex Venom said...

You are not the only one who is unknown. The world seems hostile. Empty. And there is a silver lining. The only problem is that it is a knife edge.

yofed said...

Don't worry... you are still young AND beautiful.