Nothing

I feel like I am a rubber band. I am stretched too far and I am about to snap....

But I am so scared of what will become of me.

Only a short time ago things were looking bright and optimistic....
Now I feel like.......

Like Nothing....

like nothing will help......










and I can barley look at you,
but every time I do...

I feel the pain I've put you through...

I've hurt you .
I've lied to you.
I don't deserve you...

I hurt myself
I lie to myself
I don't deserve ...this life.

and to think I may not see you again...
brings forth an all consuming crushing pain..


but If I cannot save my own my own life...

I must spare those around me....


Time will heal your wounds

but nothing can heal mine.....