Hunter's Kiss- Rasputina

It’s the sad story
About a dear and a man.
A romantic scene,
From a lullaby,
In a clearing green
Where his eyes met mine.
I was froze in motion,
Oh, his bow was raised,
Then the fleeting notion-
That my life he’d save.
But I saw it coming,
Flying through the air,
Feathered backside humming,
Missed me-hit me-Where?
Where it will only hurt me,
Not a mortal wound,
Leave me lying dirty-
Someone would find me soon.
I have never
Felt like this before,
Felt my body sinking
To the grassy floor.
No, I have never
Known a love like this-
Felt the flaming arrows
Of the Hunter’s Kiss.
My life is not mine,
Like a dog or a wife.
He has taken his time,
He has taken my life.
I could see the steaming
Of his cloudy breath.
No I was not dreaming,
I was next to Death.
As I lay there twitching,
Then my legs were tied,
There was nothing missing
On the day I died.
I have never
Felt like this before,
Felt my body sinking
To the grassy floor.
No, I have never
Known a love like this-
Felt the flaming arrows
Of the Hunter’s Kiss.
I have never
Felt like this before,
Felt my body sinking
To the grassy floor.
No, I have never
Known a love like this-
Felt the flaming arrows
Of the Hunter’s Ki-ki-kiss.

ocean inside

I want my frustration to burn the world alive


I want the earth to know my pain.



the ache inside


that tears me apart



deep with in


my heart:



dried roses on the wall

a withered love in free fall


still the moment begs to be lived

to try again



but no one is listening


no one

not this time....

all the things

you told me all the reasons why you cared


now you tell me there's nothing that we shared


I'm lost in my everyday

lost inside my love for you


will I lose you again?

will I lose it all


again


the smell of everything we had

the taste of everyday

still lingers on the tip of my tongue

like all the words I say

to tell you that I love you



but its not enough

it never was


it never will be



and hatred is all I have left


for myself


for you

and all the things


that I do


to try



to tell you

that I


love you