all the things

you told me all the reasons why you cared


now you tell me there's nothing that we shared


I'm lost in my everyday

lost inside my love for you


will I lose you again?

will I lose it all


again


the smell of everything we had

the taste of everyday

still lingers on the tip of my tongue

like all the words I say

to tell you that I love you



but its not enough

it never was


it never will be



and hatred is all I have left


for myself


for you

and all the things


that I do


to try



to tell you

that I


love you