Smoke and Mirrors (DC)

This day is how I feel,
This heartbreak so unreal,
Lost in wondering all the whys,
Downers keep away the cries,
But doesn't help the fact he lied,
Doesn't help the pain inside
My heart is split, open wide,
I feel as if I just fucking died.
Wondering if I'll find any hope,
Instead of just trying to cope,
Cause I'm losing my soul
in all of his dope.
And he doesn't know it's actually a rope,
And my entire life is about to choke,
Cause I don't really care about the other girls, I was willing to share my world,
But that poison you can't live without,
Is what this break is all about,
It's toxic darkness pollutes your mind
And makes you cruel, malicious, unkind
I thought that I could help you come around,
Only to find I was the one that drowned
And now I'm lost searching for myself,
While you still try to make that poison your wealth,
Baby, I can hardly breathe,why don't you hurry and come save me?
Is this the price I that I must pay
For helping you to live past that day?
I saved you once,
Now won't you do the same?