I am The "Everything"

So many happy days pass by,
so many smiles,
that I forget what that sadness was,
what was it again? I can't...remember.....

ahh, yes......
that.
Cold,
Empty,
Darkness....

It used to be the fire underneath me,
now you are.
Is that a mistake?
so quick to turn,
yet quick to turn back,
but all I need is that one moment....
where you let me see...that you are not as high as I sometimes imagine you to be.

But why do I feel this way...whatever,
I just need to remember,
that I am still the everything you say I am;
before you came into my life.....