Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Making myself remember why....there's only me.

Don't take my heart away....
Please don' t leave, just stay,

I want to hold you close.
Feel your warmth, because I feel so cold......

I want to touch your heart,
Because your touching mine..... but still it aches.......

But this is an ache from the past. Something noone can fix.
I still feel that lonliness....It's like p said,

At the end of the day, it's only yourself.... no matter what.

How can I ever believe there will ever be anyone for me, if this is the truth.

I wonder if I will ever love again....
Like I did before, with compleate abandon.

Now I just feel abandoned......

At least I know that I will be here for me......
But it's so cold here.....and when I hold myself...I can never stop shaking....

Untill I fall asleep........

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